University; to be or not to be?

Total research day today but I have some trusted warburton crumpets on hand to get me through. I can't get enough of them these last few days! I think its because they remind me of home, taste awesome and are low in calories which is great for my diet (though eating an entire pack in a day is probably not so good!!).

Research sounds like I have some sort of important job or great university course to research for but the truth is I don't. I'm trying to find...
...some drama university courses to start come September, a new job to keep paying my bills till then and possible makeup courses to do on the side incase drama doesn't work out. Sounds fun right? Not so much.... I keep swinging between excitement and total fear.

I am really feeling the pressure at the moment. Trying to decide what to do with the rest of your life is kind of a headache. Its a big thing to decide! Since finishing Alevels way back in 2009 I feel like I have made a string of bad decisions, so now I'm trying to take control of my 'future' again I just keep second guessing myself. I mean the decisions I've made the last 3 years were all viable and sensible decisions at the time but they all failed rather spectacularly. So how do I know I am making the right ones now?

I would love some advice here guys. Have you been to uni, got any tips for me? I dont have time to go to open days before submitting my applications to UCAS so I have to make my short list based on reviews and credentials alone. PANIC!!

Sorry, for my first personal 'life' blog post this has been a tad whinney! Promise to be more upbeat next time :)